i missed the A6 dinner for Mr. FBLA… i guess i’m sort of sad i didn’t get too see my rotaract buddies but i wouldn’t substitute that for tonight
so i went to mr. fbla today and at first, my friends and i were like this sucks not even much to do, it’s going to be lame so we were planning to leave after an hour and ditch then go to sf or berkeley to get something to eat
then afterawhile it was still pretty lame..we met some new people but not much happened. then we started doing the workshops and in our second workshop we got into groups of friends, so my friends and i were a group of 3 with this other 3 people that we met in the beginning, i knew one of the girls areadly from the rotaract trip while my other friend just did cause of connections and my other friend just met them
so we were to create a persuasive commercial to advertise our product and our product was big booty shorts .. LOL and we won for best commercial hahahah i didn’t think we would cause it was pretty unorganized and like not professional compared to what most people would do?
am i a bad person i told my friend i was going to go sleep even though i’m not. i like talking to him but i just don’t feel like it cause i’m tired af and i have a headache but here i am…tumblring and listening to music..and about to watch vampire diaries. probably won’t even sleep til 2am lol
so i went to the dvhs dance show..it’s funny cause i was telling my friend that let’s show up in dhs gear, she should wear her lacrosse uniform and i would wear my cheer hahaha but obviously just a joke
our two other friends or..three i guess came and met us in the theater. the show was pretty good, or at least better than what our dance team can do haha it was two hours long with a 20? min intermission. i thought the ballet dances were a bit repetitive though like some of them got boring, but all the hip hop dances and other types of variety were good. but i think i lost my voice from cheering on our friend too much or something cause my throat hurts…
but uh dayum he got a lot taller and so much better looking. the last time i saw him..maybe 8th grade summer / freshmen year he still had a bowlcut and braces and just half a head taller LOL. oh maaaaan.
Props to me for looking chinky af in every picture I take
OooOo 88% on physics test
I expected more..so many dumb mistakes lol. So when we going to get that big quiz back..we had that quiz too weeks ago
everytime someone asks me what year was your favorite in highschool, i think of junior year, but before speaking i just say sophomore year cause honestly you were basically my junior year. idk if i regret anything, i don’t think i do cause we had some good times but i wouldn’t have mind if i missed out on all those arguments causing painful nights with tears.. but i mean hc, junior/senior prom, murray, movies, great america, those serious talks, all those were great. but there was a lot of negatives too, idk which was more. i just wished i wouldve waited longer, but at the time everything seem and felt so right but now, i’m not sure.
well i def won’t forget you fursure. tbh idk if ill ever trust someone the same way again because of you. how do i know not every other guy is just like you? i don’t.
goodluck finding someone as patient as i was, even though i had lots of attitude i never gave you crap for your lack of effort and thought for everything until arguments. in the beginning i told my friends about our problems cause i didnt know what to do, and from the start they told me that i shouldnt waste my time on you. i got tired of hearing that cause i thought they were wrong.
maybe i was just lying to myself the whole time when senior year started. idk i was told that i handled this situation pretty well or better than they did with their past relationship.
I think it’s kinda awkward for us to talk about freshmen year.. you probably forgot or not but i still remember but i just ignore the facts. but idk maybe it’s just me that feels all weirded out..
so here’s how it all went out. freshmen year we had drama and advanced english together and idk exactly how we met, i think i just hung out with this one girl, and tim hung out with her and you hung out with tim in that class and we all hung out, like did skits together and walk to eng together
THEN sadies started showing around and i was telling some of my closest friends i was planning to ask him and i also told these two other girls who i wasn’t TOO close with but i just told them cause idk i was dumb. but they didn’t even know the whole story, like i wanted to ask as only friends to hang or whatever. BUT THEY TOLD YOU I LIKED YOU, which i sort of did BUT YOU weren’t suppose to know.
then everything got hella weird and im like naw nvm not gonna ask you and yea ok.