and i was nervous AF. like i heard hear and feel my heart beating cause i didn’t know what questions my opponent would ask me. before we went, we both gave each other “good luck you’re on ” smile. so he asked all his questions first and i don’t clearly remember the questions but i remember as i was explaining, he cut me off and said so your point is yes; he wasn’t suppose to cut me off, but he did just to make his point clear but i got to continue after. i feel like we both gave each other attitude and sass which made the class laugh but yeah i’m pretty surprised how it turned out, in a good way.
when both our groups went into hallway for class to discuss, we were just saying how we both did really good and how he didn’t mean to go hard on me out there, he just needed a good grade haha, but i didn’t feel like he went hard on me… but yeeah not too bad.
i miss our bond. it was even better than during the summer than now. we just don’t talk anymore. i get that we’re both busy but how about during lunch? we still don’t really talk. we all chill but there’s not much going on. yeah it kinda sucks.
Hell week starting Sunday I’m feeling it
I have to write two essays tomorrow
I have a trial Monday
Ap stats test Monday
Physics test Thursday
Ap micro test Friday
And I know I’ll have some scifi shit tues &wed
so i went to mr. fbla today and at first, my friends and i were like this sucks not even much to do, it’s going to be lame so we were planning to leave after an hour and ditch then go to sf or berkeley to get something to eat
then afterawhile it was still pretty lame..we met some new people but not much happened. then we started doing the workshops and in our second workshop we got into groups of friends, so my friends and i were a group of 3 with this other 3 people that we met in the beginning, i knew one of the girls areadly from the rotaract trip while my other friend just did cause of connections and my other friend just met them
so we were to create a persuasive commercial to advertise our product and our product was big booty shorts .. LOL and we won for best commercial hahahah i didn’t think we would cause it was pretty unorganized and like not professional compared to what most people would do?
am i a bad person i told my friend i was going to go sleep even though i’m not. i like talking to him but i just don’t feel like it cause i’m tired af and i have a headache but here i am…tumblring and listening to music..and about to watch vampire diaries. probably won’t even sleep til 2am lol
so i went to the dvhs dance show..it’s funny cause i was telling my friend that let’s show up in dhs gear, she should wear her lacrosse uniform and i would wear my cheer hahaha but obviously just a joke
our two other friends or..three i guess came and met us in the theater. the show was pretty good, or at least better than what our dance team can do haha it was two hours long with a 20? min intermission. i thought the ballet dances were a bit repetitive though like some of them got boring, but all the hip hop dances and other types of variety were good.
everytime someone asks me what year was your favorite in highschool, i think of junior year, but before speaking i just say sophomore year cause honestly you were basically my junior year. idk if i regret anything, i don’t think i do cause we had some good times but i wouldn’t have mind if i missed out on all those arguments causing painful nights with tears.. but i mean hc, junior/senior prom, murray, movies, great america, those serious talks, all those were great. but there was a lot of negatives too, idk which was more. i just wished i wouldve waited longer, but at the time everything seem and felt so right but now, i’m not sure.
well i def won’t forget you fursure. tbh idk if ill ever trust someone the same way again because of you. how do i know not every other guy is just like you? i don’t.
goodluck finding someone as patient as i was, even though i had lots of attitude i never gave you crap for your lack of effort and thought for everything until arguments. in the beginning i told my friends about our problems cause i didnt know what to do, and from the start they told me that i shouldnt waste my time on you. i got tired of hearing that cause i thought they were wrong.
maybe i was just lying to myself the whole time when senior year started. idk i was told that i handled this situation pretty well or better than they did with their past relationship.
I think it’s kinda awkward for us to talk about freshmen year.. you probably forgot or not but i still remember but i just ignore the facts. but idk maybe it’s just me that feels all weirded out..
so here’s how it all went out. freshmen year we had drama and advanced english together and idk exactly how we met, i think i just hung out with this one girl, and tim hung out with her and you hung out with tim in that class and we all hung out, like did skits together and walk to eng together
THEN sadies started showing around and i was telling some of my closest friends i was planning to ask him and i also told these two other girls who i wasn’t TOO close with but i just told them cause idk i was dumb. but they didn’t even know the whole story, like i wanted to ask as only friends to hang or whatever. BUT THEY TOLD YOU I LIKED YOU, which i sort of did BUT YOU weren’t suppose to know.
then everything got hella weird and im like naw nvm not gonna ask you and yea ok.
my friends are rude af to me lol. sometimes they annoy me so much that i talk to them less and less daily. idk i guess its complicated. love-hate relationship
cause whenever i’m sad, they always got my back and actually consider my feelings, like i still get surprised whenever they try to cheer me up when i’m sad
i remember these two weeks of school where idk maybe it was a phase, but i was just super sad and stressed that i literally didn’t talk to anyone at all. i just stood there afterschool or leave early. then they kept asking me if i was okay and what was going on, like i’ve been acting that way for a week now. they’re like usually you’re the energy of the group but now it’s just simple boring conversations between only us. then you guys would say stuff like yeah i miss your stupid comments and that loudass laugh of your’s. lollllll.
no lie our court case is turning out pretty well and we could win but now it just depends of how good we all are at speaking..
but i found out the other side is intimidated by us too … haha pftt and you were so cocky bout it too; saying you guys would win in micro EVERYDAY and stuff, but i know and you know that once trial starts, you’re barely going to talk. sooo
so i guess in civics class we’re re-doing a court trial as if the decision hasn’t been made yet and i wanna win so bad.
but the thing is that we’re defending the side that has been decided guilty. but while researching about this case, i didn’t find him to be guilty. the case we were assigned was lockyer vs andrade, my group would be andrade. this guy was sentenced to jail for fifty years because of stealing $150 worth of videotapes FOR his niece as a christmas present. First, he shouldn’t have to go to 50 years of prison just for something as minor as that; like yes, i get that he had past criminal records, and that he needs to learn his lesson but what is fifty years in prison going to do to a guy? it’s been said he’ll be released around..2046. like it’s just not really necessary, fifty years, people that committed more serious crimes has gotten away with less than fifty years.
it’s hard to back this case up with concrete evidence, i have a lot of morality reasoning but they’re not as strong points as my opponents. and my group doesn’t seem to want to care as much for this project. idk. i think they’re afraid to speak up against our opponents…(classmates) but it’s not like our reasoning isn’t right.
we could’ve gotten a huge lead if we could’ve used the new three strikes law but we can’t since we gotta play the moment like back then..before these laws came out. like the opponent’s side have really strong reasoning and evidence, it’d be easier to be on that side.but then here’s the thing, if i was on the other team, i would still want to win so i would be defending the other side..going against my morals. which isn’t you know, idk right i say.
like what the hell today i was just telling our opponent that we were using another case for more evidence and at first he was like woah woah woah get away from me, we’re on different sides stop (he’s my friend though) but still i was like uh k we’re using this case and you guys should too..to your benefit, and they were all confused at first, like not wanting to do more work researching kinda and im like but ya know its cool if you dont want to im totally fine with that and that guy was just like i dont wanna get destroyed out there when we’re having the court case so it’s on see ya at court …like uh ok? lol our teacher was like oooOooo getting feisty already before the court cases are even starting
god i could never be a lawyer.
like one of the opponent’s good point could be that andrade had a long history of criminal records and use of drugs, escape from prison and such; like since i’m the rebuttal person in the group, how do i even answer to that? i was thinking to say how past doesn’t define you and how that was all so long ago but that obviously doesn’t sound great. let’s see i could say, despite all his past records none of his crimes were violent, they have been reported as all nonviolent. if there was no harm done, then …. something.
NO MERRIT his criminal record shouldn’t outweigh your sympathies, all his crimes were nonviolent, no harm was done. the videotapes in the first place didn’t even have bad intentions, they were towards his family for CHRISTMAS. it’s not like he was going to sell them or store drugs in it somehow and have some trade shit going on. YOURE GOING to let someone rot in the damn prison for 50 years til he’s 87? what happened to our amendments , we have the bill of rights for a reason. you’re taking away our powers.
i don’t even get why his crime was considered a felony. and it doesn’t even make sense. he didn’t have a weapon, he was unarmed. just cause you commit two similar misdemeanors shouldn’t equal a felony since he ‘didnt’ learn his lesson.
yeah, okay i think im done for tonight. don’t wanna end up a bitcch like today lol. doubt it, i prblyy will
oh hello, I was going to ask for your number in case i get lost on friday but you already just gave it to meee haha.
yeeah friday should be good, I saw pictures of you on the dance team, but i didn’t really know..that you danced. idk like i said, haven’t seen you since freshmen year.
So i guess we need classy attire for our court case and mr. fbla thing on saturday. i don’t think i have any.. i mean idk every picture i’ve seen , girls were wearing blazers and such and i was telling my bestfriend how i didn’t have one and it’ll be weird and she’s like who wtf wears blazers… LOL.
i was suppose to work on the case tonight, but i have a terrible headache and can’t think at all. i can’t even finish reading what i need to for my quizzes tomorrow.
Wow I’m cranky af today. Guess I can’t run on 3 hours of sleep 😅
I’m said a lot of bitchy remarks back to people today lol. And I didn’t notice until after I said it ..oh and you def can’t forget my mugging face ..